Roughly five years ago, I joined the ranks of millions of Americans who lost their jobs at the height of the pandemic. I wasn’t shocked by any means, as I worked for an in-person event company and focused on the healthcare industry. In fact, after my managers delivered the news to the entire editorial team, they called me for the first of the one-on-one chats with the recently departed because they expected, correctly, that I would take the news well.
I don’t remember the exact date, but I do know it was a Thursday morning with weather similar to this one. For the rest of the week, I spent some time relaxing and some time fiddling with the WordPress site I’d launched in 2017 and then quickly forgotten about.
I also spent some time thinking about what to do next. Getting laid off was the latest in a series of turns in my career. In both 2012 and 2014, I left one tech publishing company for another. In 2015, I took a job as a research analyst. In 2018, I moved to an agency. In 2019, I went into the event business. It’s fair to say I was having trouble figuring out what I wanted to be when I grew up.
Amid my various moves, I’d started freelancing a few hours a week in 2015. One friend recommended me for some work reviewing running watches; another thought I’d be a good fit to write about executive leadership and enterprise IT. Over time, I took on a couple more clients in higher ed and healthcare tech, and I set up the aforementioned website to highlight my work. Soon, though, the work eventually became juuuust a bit too much to handle.
I missed it. I frequently chatted with full-time freelancers who were not only making a living as writers but thriving, thanks to their business acumen and time-management skills. In the back of my head, a future version of myself had that role. I can’t remember if it was something I daydreamed about on my commute or during my runs, but I definitely thought about it.
That said, I couldn’t see myself leaving a full-time job with benefits. Fear of the unknown proved more powerful than building a professional life as a full-time freelancer with a lot more writing and far fewer meetings. Put another way, the perceived risks of going out on my own outweighed the benefits of being my own boss, as numerous as they may have been.
Then, well, it was April 2020, and pretty much nothing was stable – jobs, health, the future, one’s supply of peanut butter, etc. I sat down with my wife for a chat. The main takeaway: “Go do this thing. It’s now or never.”
So, on Monday morning, after filing for unemployment – a key safety net as I got started – I sat down in front of the personal laptop I hadn’t opened in close to two years. I reached out to my former freelance clients. I got in touch with past colleagues from my (many) previous full-time jobs. I researched publications, consultancies, and brands with content that aligned with my past work and crafted some cold emails to send along. After that, I probably went for a run on a secluded path.
As those early hours turned to days and weeks, I’m forever grateful to everyone willing to give me work in the early days of my shift to working for myself.
I’m honestly shocked sometimes to look back and see where I am now. I’ve found my footing, achieved stability, and learned where I want to focus my efforts. I have an LLC, my own domain name and, once I get around to it, a business email address. I never imagined I’d be in a place where I’d feel comfortable bringing an eBook into the world, and yet here we are. (You didn’t think I’d get this far without mentioning my eBook, did you?)
I’ve also made some mistakes along the way, and I’d be remiss in talking about my success without acknowledging these failures. For example, I discovered that content for life science isn’t my forte, short turnaround times are difficult for me to accommodate, and certain nuances of enterprise technology are beyond my expertise.
I need to recognize that I didn’t start from scratch, too. I was privileged to have a robust network, a nest egg, experience as a 1099 contractor, a business checking account, an excellent mortgage rate, employer-sponsored health insurance, and clips when I started sending those emails asking for work in April 2020. Heck, I even had that dormant website. Yes, I had skills and expertise, but even that was mostly a matter of being in the right place at the right time and managing to take advantage of my good fortune. After all, I never would have gotten into healthcare if the CIO group at TechTarget wasn’t in need of an editor for its new healthcare site and I wasn’t in need of a new role as the Vertical Software Media Group was shutting down and just so happened to have recently dabbled in writing about EMRs and practice management software.
That’s why this post is primarily a Thank You to so many folks for helping me along the way. I may have done the work, but *you* have trusted me to do that work and been willing to vouch for me when others are looking for someone who can do that work. While I’d like to think it’s improbable that I’d be wandering aimlessly in the wilderness without all of you, I do know I’d be nowhere near my current level of success.
Here’s to five years of freelancing down and many more to go. Now if you’ll excuse me, it’s time to go for a run on a secluded path. After all, no matter where things stand in my professional life, some things will never change.